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Name: JiLliAn
Birthday: 6/19/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: movies, music, shopping!!! John Mayer, Jason Mraz, maroon 5, Pete Yorn, pete francis, josh kelley,cat stevens, coldplay, flaming lips, teitur, the thorns, damien rice, ari hest, gavin degraw, guster, ryan adams, howie day, switchfoot, matchbox 20,ben kweller, ben folds (five), ben jelen,radiohead, oasis,jet, snow patrol, ben arthur, stereophonics,dashboard confessional , string cheese incident, franz ferdinand, modest mouse, graham colton band, the format,phantom planet, the shins, the killers, deathcab for cutie, the dandy warhols, JEM, Joseph Arthur, the 88, frou frou, and um a whole lot more!!! ill keep adding for ya'll!
Expertise: Um good music... maybe in fashion... And its out of place, i know, but crocheting... shhh
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Member Since:
4/8/2003
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| no one is on this thing anymore except for like 3 people... but i thought i'd let you three know that i have just purchased LUPE fiasco's newest album. And its is A-MAZING! seriuosly its the best thing i've heard from hip hop... and that's big... its original, its got some great lyrics, amazing beats and its gorgeous... he sings a chorus or two and its not bad singing... plus jill scott, pharell and Jay-z all make appearances... so you know its good, especially daydreamin with jill scott. i reccommend it, i havent bought a cd and liked it this much. i got the new jay-z one a few weeks ago, and that's pretty good too... i mean its jay! but test it outboth albums are worth it. Good luck on finals you three! | | |
| hawaii... 10 days ... i'm excited that i'm here happy to go home but just as happy to stay here. Crazy thing is there are no hot guys here... we went jet skiing today. We get on this boat and upon entrance the crazy parasailing guy gives us all hugs... like i'm talking a hug... creepy. missing teeth like crazy too. so we get switched halfway out to a new boat... our driver was tan and adorable... really skinny, curly long hair... and totally cute... getting out of the boat is awesome cause everyone holds hands... so as junior high as i'm about to sound... i totally held cute guys hand... actually it was more like we clasped hands intermingling hands... if you could tell that you could date a guy by a handhold... i could... i must be in guy withdrawl...so we get out to this huge wooden raft thing... like a shack on the sea... but! the guy helping us ski was awesome. he put lifejackets on and threw me in since i asked for the toilet... and despite swallowing tons of salt water... and inhaling it ... i had a blast. the great thing about being in hawaii is that i'm getting osme great sun... and i'm tired a lot... up early because of the the time change... AND!!! i'm in the salt water so much that it feels sooo oooh good to take a shower...
it also feels good to take a shower when you've been thrown up on... So we took this submarine ride called atlantis... i dont get seasick... so i'm cool with water and what not... we get on the sub and this japanese guy sits next to me... and right away my brother notices his barfbag on hand... so i beg to switch seats... and he tells me to suck it up... i'm wearing this white shorts blue shirt ensamble... so i dont want that wrecked... we dive 100 feet down and as we're rising he seems fine... until we hit 3 feet to the top... the guy loses it i get a little splashed up on my pants and whatever... i start trying to crawl away from mr. pukey as fast as i can... but he just keeps puking i feel it on me... and i start bawling... my eyes are like draining tons of water... this sweet japanese lady rubs my back and passes me wet naps and still i cry... the hot sub guy is like what the heck? and my dads like she got puked on... the hot boat crew guy is like you alright? and i'm like no i just got puked on... and so he goes and gets napkins and disinfectent... and then brings alcohol for me... so i'm like all disinfected and i can still smell it...
but i'm still going to enjoy my break... tomorrow we're laying out in the sun all day hell yeah golden brown... | | |
| i keep trying to sleep but for whatever reason... NERVES... i cant... I start working at my dad's tomorrow.. .well today in 8 hours exactly... and I couldnt feel worse about it. he's worked for these people for over 10 years... and they've known me at my worse... now that i'm pretty much 20 i worry these adults will still categorize me as a kid... and worse yet spoiled... not that i'm not either of those... but i'd say i'm less spoiled... i mean how could i be if i still have to work right? but i cant get that feeling out of the pit of my stomach that i'm absolutely going to hate this job... its not anything i want to remotely do as a living... answer phones? talking and being clear, not really my thing... i'm with my dad all day, which has the makings of a beautiful disaster... and all i really want to do isnt an option... i hate falling through the cracks and i really dislike growing up... well that's really not completely true... i enjoy it except that part where i can't enjoy every day of my summer in the sun or at least watching the O.C. seasons one and two... strange new obsession i've found since recent acquisition of the sets... maybe the reason i'm nervous is because its out of comfort zone... but it maybe more convincingly... just not what i would rather be doing... 8-5 not really my thing... I hope... or maybe i do hope it is... either way, its going to be a very interesting summer... or not... but here's to hoping it is...
OH and gordon guest, i'm pretty sure i saw you at lifetime friday- with a couple of express wearing guys... the only reason i really noticed was because for whatever reason i'm express obsessed... and happen to notice that particular brand of clothing... so i guess this would be my way of saying hi... | | |
| so i'm talking to this guy online... who i have no interest in and he got my screen name off facebook. and i dont talk to him in real life except that he's friends with the friends i went out with last week... and he hit on me at the bar. And not that there's anything wrong with me, i'm just not interested in dating period right now... well maybe a little but not him... so his whole trying to get in with me, is not sitting well... and i think i just exploded at him online. with a whole explanation of why i dont date. it started off with i dont like cuddling, and he's like well you can't be perfect and then i went into not liking dating... and then i went into how i get uninterested quickly... and i think i just got the satisfaction i wanted! he's backed off. asked me if he should regard me as a guy... i think i'd rather be a guy than being a target...and then he told me he had to go... the best part is that i'm not lying... i dont like any of that. so great when i dont have to find a different route. | | |
| HHHHMMMMM soooooooooooooo i have less than 2 weeks and i'm back! which was great last week when i thought i was going back to work... and then today i read my myspace messages... and then um i found out my stores going to close... right when i get back... which leaves me with a horrible horrible realization that i wont have money this summer... sooo i think i might lose my mind... with boredom and whatnot... god i wanted to work out so much this summer... i dont think it can get much worse right now... well it could always, but right now i'm not having great luck... i need to pass calculus... | | |
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